why have i had an account here for two years and made only as many deviations?

never made and entry in this journal or finished my profile?

fucking chaos.
that makes me stagnate.
i've been stuck on stupid.

it's the second half of another weekend.

guess i'll have more vodka and cigarettes for breakfast then try to do some writing.

there's a stack of half finished canvases and a fully paid commission not yet started...